People only read your personal posts on tumblr while you’re pregnant, then completely ignore you unless you’re posting pictures of your baby? Or is that just me?
I got a lot out of this blog while I was pregnant. Now I question why I’m still on here. Sometimes I get advice, but it’s never anything I couldn’t just Google. I guess I used to be on here a lot because I was lonely.. But now that I have Terry, I never feel that way. I didn’t give up my social life or the woman I was, and I don’t relate to that link going around AT ALL.
I felt completely alone my entire life, until Terry was here, and now I have a bond like no other. Now I have a reason to get out of bed in the morning, and my past seems pointless. Like my life was a complete waste up until this point. Like all my friendships were one-sided or temporary or not worth the effort before I met my son. And I get the feeling that if I stopped coming on here, it’d be like when I gave up Facebook. Nobody would notice or stay in touch, and I’d have a lot more time to devote to other things.
I forgot how much I love books & photography. It’s really easy for me to read or edit pictures while breastfeeding, so I am getting back to those things. Terry & I have so much fun going on walks together, listening to music, reading children’s books, and taking bubble baths. I have a guest coming in from California this month, so I wasn’t going to be tumbling much. Not sure if I’m coming back when she flies out or not. I guess I’ll see if I miss it or not.